Beautiful Chaos.

I need to do this right now.

The topic of today is the ‘N’word. There are so many things to be said but I feel as if I don’t say it right now, well it’ll leave me. I’m not going to talk a lot because I’m rather exhausted but okay lets do it. 

1. One problem I have with this word is that people who aren’t black or African American use it. Everyone knows the root of the word. Everyone knows that it came from a darker part of history ( that was an interesting play on words there huh?) that I assume most of the world isn’t proud of and is trying to fix and mend so why are we still using such things?
2. I hate when People who aren’t black or African use the ‘N’ word, and then look to me for conformation as if to ask “was it okay that I said that? Am I down enough?” You have the audacity to say it in the first place, have the same imprudence to stick by it, with or without me.
3. I HATE the fact that people want to feel cool and whatever and use the word as they please, but let me tell you this : All the people who aren’t black or African, and sling around the word ‘nigger’ or ‘nigga’ would not be able to stand and face what a ‘nigga’ has to go through on a daily basis.

I’m pretty much through, I just had to get that off of my chest because it has been eating at me for quite some while.